Untitled. Lost. ;Without hope`

Sunday, August 13, 2006

"Grandma, can you tell me where mummy is.."
"why all the rest of my friends have mummy coming to pick them up from school everyday but not me?"

grandma replied: "sweetheart, mummy has been away since you were a few months old. she has work to attend to, overseas"
grandma: "she'll be back soon.."

at 5 years old-
"Grandma, when can i see mummy"
grandma replies: "i dont know girl."
"soon i guess"

when amy was in her secondary school, a friend asked..
"aiy amy, how do you want your 18th birthday to be celebrated?"
she replied..
"i wish that mummy would appear 1st minute of that day and i just wanna let her know how much i've missed her and tell her i love her."
her classmate said:
"dont be childish lar," "mummy so long never come back, 18th years old purposly come back kiss you ar"
"do you even know how your mummy looks like?"
"how bout your big present? what would you want"
amy: "i just hope to hear mummy saying "i love you" to me. how nice that would be"
classmate said: "stupid, i wish you got slapped hard so u wake up"

back at home amy asked grandma for her mothers photograph.

An hour to amy's 18th birthday..
amy decided to try waiting for mummy at the bus stop with the photograph she had asked for..
she really wished that mummy would appear at this big moment in time..
she waited and waited..
meanwhile, thinking,
"if mummy appears, what would i do?"
"kiss mummy? hug her first.. or should i mmm i dun know."

it was 12 midnight, amy recieved lots of smses from her classmate wishing her happy birthday.
she was disappointed that mummy dint turn up.
amy thn walked across the road to get back home.
halfway thru, the bus arrived at the bus stop, and amy's mummy was there..
she turned around and saw her mummy, for the first time.
she shouted: "mum!"
mummy (surprised):"amy?"
"you've grown up my girl!"
amy dashed across the road hoping to hug mummy the very moment.
but
she never made it.
a speeding car sent her flying 5 lamp posts away.

"amy!" mummy shouted as she dashed to amy.
she was still concious but she could'nt move.

"mummy,"
"all this years, i've been waiting for you."
"how i wished you were there for me."
so i din't have to hide inside my room crying my thoughts out alone."
"i wanna share everything with you mummy
and i wanna tell you everything."
"im weak but i'll never show anyone else, except you."
i love you. ="/

mummy teared this moment and said,
"honey, i ......"
"amy?" "amy! wake up amy ="(
i love you"

amy was already dead.

it was too late for mummy to say the words amy longed to hear.
she regreted she could never showed her how much amy mean to her..
as for amy's friend, she should'nt have said things like that..

rest well amy,
God loves you.

its just a story..
sigh, don't wait any longer to tell you loved ones how much you love them. they've been waiting for you to express your concerns and love for them.

1:27 PM;
I made my ~~mark~~