Untitled. Lost. ;Without hope`

Saturday, March 04, 2006

the other day.. like i said.. was kinda thinking..

i fell asleep thn..
since secondary school days.. i had this strange dream.. i'll dream of it say twice every year thn..
i made the same dream yesterday.. well not exactly the same each time.. but its around there..
its.. something i fear alot.. losing something.. a feeling.. or someone.. whatever it is.. its dearly to me..

and.. the wierd thing about this dream's that each time i woke up.. i would totally forgot whats it about.. i dont rmb a thing at all..

throughout this whole thing whn im sleeping.. i only recall me crying with full of sorrows in there.. somehow.. whn im awake i'd be like tearing..

that nite.. i stood up alone in my room.. still tearing.. i looked around.. there was'nt anyone.. it was pitch darkness.. i was wondering why was i crying thn.. im awake and tearing.. well wod was it for i dont know..
i'd really like to find out.. what did i lose inside there..

this thing.. its so real.. ="/

i feel so alone rite now..*

10:00 AM;
I made my ~~mark~~

E.l.y.n.a.p.a.u.l.

pauL

DOB: 28th July 1988
School: ITE College West
Occupation: hireD to be Ely's round the clock hunnie!

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